2 Timothy 1:7
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
There’s no mistaking it – life is tough. My mind was drawn to Isaiah 54:17 where it is said that ‘No weapon formed against you shall prosper’. And as has been pointed out by many before me, the promise is that the weaponsΒ which are formedΒ shall not prosper but not that the weapons shall not be formed. So I decided to own my fear.
Fear can be terrifying and crippling even. Fear can lead you to build up worries about things that have the least probability of even occurring. Fear threatens to stop you dead in your tracks. Fear, if misused (as is often the case), stifles growth and surely leads to limited progression. Then the realisation that you’re stuck leads to depression and even more fear. Am I at my limit? Can I risk the change? Should I just toss in the towel? Let’s not even get started onΒ fears that do become reality. Life forces us to face our greatest fears and then dares us to find the strength to continue living.
We’ve heard it in a variety of ways. Things that matter most are harder to achieve. After the rain comes the refreshingΒ sunshine. Through sacrifice and hard work do we acquire steadfast determination. In the end, there’s no joy without sorrow and no victory without a battle.Β It’s like steel-making. Carbon and other compounds are added to iron at high temperatures. The impurities are removed and as a result, we have a stronger compound that has a wide variety of uses. This stronger compound isΒ more resistant to changes in its set shape. Or like diamonds, which are formedΒ at high temperature and pressure at great depths within the earth.
But ultimately, it’s the trial by fire that brings you into a state of greater ‘being’. So, going forward, my fear shall not incapacitate me. My fear shall no longer force me to cower in a corner and call it quits. Regardless of the situation that I find myself in, I promise myself that I will keep my head high and find solid ground to stand on once more. Fear shall be used as a motivator. Fear will now indicate that I am attempting to step outside my comfort zone, thus, opening my mind to explore new options. Why should I be confined to my present state? Why can’t I desire to experience more of life in other capacities than that which I have come to realise to-date? With a proper spiritual and social foundation, my life remains boundary-less!
Jesus will always be my solid ground. I long to follow the path that God wishes for me to follow, but I swear that I mess it up so much. Then too, sometimes, I don’t even know if I’m on the right path. Then I go on a lamenting-fest! But, thank heavens that God has heard and seen it all already. Because, I will forever rely on God to pull me out of every slum, even if it’s my very own attitude or decision that put me there in the first place.
Based on the fact that I’m no longer of the ‘Quick-Fix’ persuasion (lol I changed that mentality quickly, I know), I now welcome the trials that life has to throw at me. I will endure, learning lessons and keeping positive through it all. My walls have crumbled, to the point of no return, yet here I am. I consider myself a product of a miracle which only God could have achieved.
Be it my professional or personal life, when I find myself in an uncomfortable position wishing to disappear or sleep for a week straight, or take an unsolicited sabbatical to a far away land to meditate for three months, I will take a few moments to examine the situation and see which Shami traits can be refined during the course of that trial. Ain’t no mountain high enough after all. And once you know where you’re heading, there’s no obstacle great enough, once you’ve got the breath of life in you, that can stop you.
Obstacles – stepping paths to success.
Fear – notification that you’re stepping out of your comfort zone ANDΒ it’s time to fly like an eagle!
God’s ideals and God’s desires and God’s very kingdom is unshakable. So too Β should be your faith in God. So when all else is shaking around me, and bursting into flames, I’ll keep my heart and soul fixed on that which is constant and I will prepare myself to emerge as a better version of myself. I imagine that I’ll certainly be happier and more comfortable in my own skin. I also aim to be a great comfort to those around me and hopefully a sign of stability in this ever changing world.
So, trial by fire, I welcome you! God will mould and shape me via any tribulation that crosses my path. I trust in the promise that God made in the book of Isaiah – that no weapon formed against thee shall prosper. So enemies- they prosper not. Unfair working conditions – you prosper not. Unrequited love – you too shall fail to prosper. Depression – duh you can’t prosper here. Hardships of all kind and dimensions shall not overcome me to the point where I give up hope. Not ever again.
Shami Mejor. Day 2.
God bless β€
Photo taken at Jaco Beach, Costa Rica 2015